Good Things Fall Apart, So Better Things Can Come Together.

I sit here and think about all the great things I have going for myself right now in my life... I have an amazing family, some great close friends, I attend school and I have a pretty good job. Recently some friendships/relationships have ended, I'm not too happy about it but honestly what can you do? I know I'm a hard person to deal with, I have a lot of flaws that I personally need to work out myself. But all in all I'd say I'm a pretty great person and I have a big heart. So through losing a few things in my life I've gained some good things! Hunter.. Honestly I have no idea how this even happened.. It was out of nowhere.. I met him a year ago at a party, and never spoke to him ever again! A little less than two months ago I re-met him at a going away party for a friend. The funny thing about this situation is that his friend was a little more into me than he was, but something about him just pulled me in. He texted me on the number I had given his friend a few nights before, due to the fact that I was not fast enough to give it to him myself ;) We then began talking every day, he took me on a date, then that one date turned into two, then three and so on! I've seen him pretty much every day since probably our second date. I honestly can not get enough. He makes me happy, he doesn't judge me, he cares for me and has yet to disappoint me. But wait it's not over yet. I mentioned him in my last blog, he is my missionary. He leaves July 13th. I swear just yesterday he was leaving in like seven weeks.. He leaves in three, and this makes me so sad. In this short time of knowing him I'm feeling things I don't think I have ever felt before. He means SO much to me and I know that he will be a great missionary. A part of me wishes I would have met him after his mission but then another part of me is so thankful that I met him when I did. He's showed me a few things about myself I didn't even know existed. I couldn't thank him enough. I love you, Hunter. You're amazing! :)

Losing friends due to making new ones is never a fun thing..

Recently I have made a new friend that I have grown to love as a person. He knows me so well already and it's only been about a month. The sad thing about this new friendship is that he is leaving to go on a mission to Australia. It gets brought up daily about how he is leaving and how bad it sucks and all that. He really is someone I care about a lot but everything happens for a reason, and I do believe that he was brought into my life at this time for something. He makes me want to be a better person and reminds me about the important things in life every day. So through all this exciting business, some not so exciting stuff has happened.. I've lost which I considered one of my best friends. No clue why. But apparently I'm a shady individual and that he never even liked me. Which is FINE. It just kinda sucks that he had to go tell other people what he REALLY thought about me instead of telling me. I do believe that this happened because of my new found relationship with my missionary. It sucks but like I said.. Everything happens for a reason! Couldn't be any more happier than I am right now. Life is great, my family is great and so are my friends.